"Change my heart, Oh God

May I be like you..." by Eden Espinosa is what is playing on my yahoo music right now. What a fitting prayer for me right now. I spend way too much time having a pity party for myself. Kristina a Christian woman that I have so much respect for just bought me the book, "The Power of a Positive Mom". One of the chapters is on pity parties... I am scared to read it. I am convicted just looking at the table of contents. The past 2 days I have been in the stupidest pity party mode. Why is it that I ALWAYS slip back into this mode right before my period?